Memorable~~

Well well....is Chinese New Year week but is counted over for me coz college will be reopen soon on Monday....

However,today I'm goin to share bout most valuable memory that I will never ever forget...Is my birthday surprise!! On my 19th birthday,I tot no one will remember or will wish me,no only my family,my housemates too....at first, I really sad coz i reli tot that this will be the 1st time i will celebrate my birthday with myself,alone....BUT, the thing is my housemates (include 2 more new housemate) n some of my college fren say that wanna go Time Square for shopping their new year clothes, without suspect anything,i say i wanna join them too coz in my mind say that I dun wanna celebrate my birthday by myself,mayb go out with frens will be better....So,we shop almost the whole day n began to hungry n hunt for restaurant for food... when we sat down n was ordering food,2 of my housemates say wanna go 2 toilet...as they went,they almost went more than half hour,when they back,i was eating my Thai-styled fried rice(add big rice) n ask them y they went off so long....Without expect,one of the waiter bring me a piece of cheese cake n wish me happi bufday n all of them sing hapi bufday song to me....i was totally surprise n my tears just rolling down of my cheek...one of my housemate say that she know i love cheese cake,thats y she bought the cheese cake for me...I was reli touched....

THANKS TO MY HOUSEMATES AND FRIEND THAT GIVEN ME UNFORGETTABLE MEMORY OF MY 19TH BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR...LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH...THANK U ALOT...

:')

Surprise....

Everyone love surprises in their life....so do I....I love surprises....

Last few days,the surprise I get is that I have a roommate,finally....that's great( I really don't think is soo great actually coz I doesn't know my new roommate yet...)
Yesterday's surprise is that my PTPTN loan finally have response...I can get the agreement already on this Saturday...feel relieve and happy coz can unburden my mom's burden since she have financial problem....

However,the real thing is,I actually hope there is a SURPRISE FOR MY 19TH BIRTHDAY....
I'm turning 19 next Tuesday(just the second day of my college reopens).... Every year my birthday just gone like nothing happen(except last year-my work mates make a surprise and celebrate with me)...This time I just celebrate with my family by having a dinner together only cause I will be celebrating my birthday alone at KL....how great was that....

Oh well,what to do....life still goes on....hope on my birthday won't be alone,at least....huuu.....

The 1st performance at Cyberjaya...

Well well....today will like to share bout the experience that I gone to place that totally I doesn't know to perform dance...

The story was all started my friend,Louis,ask me to join her in performing dance at her college's club (Cyberjaya)...At first I was like,'' ARE YOU SERIOUS??'' but I join anyway...
The point was when I went to her hse to overnight for 4days and 3 nights,the previous 2days have no electric current at all and beside that,I need to teach almost all the dance steps(the song is almost 8 minutes long)....damn tired....I just can't imagine what I just did in editing that song ....

On the performing day,I feel I'm quite suck in dancing as I watch back the video that was recorded... My dance totally lack of expressions and power.... haiizzz....what kind of dancing teacher am I... really suck....

Anyway, what to do....is already past...all I can do is just practice more and keep myself more fit and energetic in it...need t improve many things in this field.... same as my communication job....haizz....


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90K9Hd6scUw

This link above is the video that I(left side) performing dance with my friend,Louis(right side)....
It is a part of bitter memory for me for now as I had no idea why I could dance in such weak stage performance....haizz....

Till here I update my blog...see you again....
TATA...

Home Sweet Home~~

Huhuhu~~ finally back home at Perak..,
Miss here a lot...miss the people here,miss the peace of the place and much more....

Well well....now i'm having my sem break after final presentation and final exam...is very tiring,hectic and also stressful enough...but,all ended...haha~~Now is the time for me to chillax....

Last Saturday(17/12/2011) and Sunday(18/12/2011) was my first experience to an event that connected to cosplay event... So happy and excited...LOVE it soooo muchhhh.... gonna plan the next coming cosplay event next year....The event not only can know a lot of people,but also can make our knowledge wider and sure fun because is something extra ordinary thing that I ever join...
Although whole body was very tired especially the legs cause wearing heels and walking and posing whole day,but sure fun...

Hope that I can get more experience in cosplay thing so that i can get more friends and knowledge as well....hehehe~~~ *very happy*


PS: Wanna see my CF(Comic Fiesta) pics?? Check out at my FB(Apple Berry)...hehe...

A job~~

My life,and I will be the one who responsible for what decision that I already had made....

Living in a big city not only tiring but also making me poor...my bank account just left RM100++ only..what the hell!!How am I going to survive with that...

Therefore,I plan to do some part time job while I studying here cause I cannot only depends on my mum's money...I already 18 yrs old ler...

So,I had a friend tell me that she have something interesting wanna share with me...is about a part time job...Its very interesting job (IS REALLY NOTHING BOUT HURT MYSELF LA) and I think the job is really can make me have enough expenses to use and maybe make my dreams come true..(OF CAUSE NEED PUT EFFORT IN THE JOB LA!!)

Well,today(24/10/2011),I already officially join the member and I will work for money (AND OF CAUSE NOT ONLY FOCUSING IN THAT LA,STILL NEED TO FOCUS IN STUDY)....I know it will be very hard in the beginning,but I won't just give up cause this is not only for myself,is also for my mum...

I WILL DO MY BEST IN THE JOB!!!
May I be blessed with blessings...

P.S: To anyone that is interested what job am I going to do,just leave a comment,i will tell u...

WHAT THE HELL!!

WHY??WHY??WHY IS SHE DOIN THIS TO ME???

That question keep playing in my mind...did I hurt u or make fun of u sometimes that even myself didn't realize?
I have try not to think bout this but there is a huge question mark in my head...
I wanna ask u,but u treat me quite cool since the day u come bck frm Bidor...
We r housemates,I feel like wanna cry everytime u treat me like that and sometimes just can't imagine why...why u treat me like that...

First time is KE XIN,and now,is u, LEE MAY MAY !!
Tell me please, did I done something wrong??

A new life in PJ,Selangor~

Well well~its almost 2 months I stay at PJ,Selangor n one mth i din update my blog~haha~
I will like to share bout my new life here in Selangor~

Though in this big city has a most common study area n sometimes have heavy jam,i found that my college was fill with warm hearted seniors n frenz~I was vry thankful to have such a lovely life here tough i admit that college life is way buzy than high school life~

Many things that happen while live here and most of them is happy stuff~I couldn't imagine my life is that wonderful as I make alot of new frenz,my housemates r friendly n even the college lecturer is very kind n friendly too~~

However,I have met something that freak me entire life~this was the first time i faced those stuff anyway~ One day,after class around 5pm,me n my 2 other housemates walk home as usual using the usual road n realize that there is a Malay guy following us behind all along~we were terrified n just extend our walking speed (is not running,anyway)...as we walk,on the other hand,there is a chinese guy that wearing office wear was standing in front of us masturbating~ v were like ''WHAT THE HELL IS HE DOIN!''
From that on,we walk fast to avoid the chinese n the malay guy at the same time~so,v just walk in to a nearest restaurant~Luckily with GOD bless,v r safe frm the 2 insane ppl ~haizz~

However,this had teach us a lesson anyway that gurls should b more careful no matter where you are~~

On 2/10/2011,i rush bck from Perak n straight away go for my group discussion in a rush~but however,it ended well~after that,I went out with my fren~a fren that i won't forget,that is Andsens ... I'm not sure y i will go out with him,but what i'm sure was,he change alot~i doesn't knw how to explain,but i felt that way~Anyway,i really have fun day hanging out with him n his other fren~haha~~I won't forget bout this~~

Well,till here I wanna share about~hehe~feel free leave a comment~ ^_^

Lost~

My goodness~~now i'm totally lost~i tot tat u already found a new n a better gurl~
but~y i feel so lost~
i treasure all the memories of u n me in my mind~
i treasure u as well in my heart~
i'm goin 2 KL to study doesn't mean i will not cum bck anymore~
i know i promise u alot of things but most of d promises i broke~
truly,i feel vry guilty n yet u cal me not 2 feel so~
but honestly,i feel more guilty then before~
i really wanna knw,watz in ur mind actually~
be honest~

Leaving~

Hi hi there~already have 1 month+ didn't update my blog~2day i will like 2 share sumthing that had happen those days when i was in Form 6~

Well,there r many people out there says that Form 6 is vry hard n d rate of failing in STPM is vry high~hmmm,for my opinion,is ok,still can handle as long as v pay attention in d class~but the thing that u will have is d new frenship~in Form 6,there will b new students frm other places that transfer into a school~I'm a Convent student for 11 years(which means i study in Convent(girl school) when i was 7yrs old)~as i walk in a co-education school,i tell u,i have a vry funny feeling in me~its hard 2 explain,but it was a vry new experience for me for sure~in Form 6 life,v need 2 knw alot of knowledge bout the nation(just read newspaper everyday) n b vry independent~although i only study Form 6 for just almost 2 mths,i do really enjoy my school life at there~

The reason that i stop my Form 6 is because i need to go KL to further my studies~i admit at first,i just wanted to take Form 6 not that seriously,but however,now feel vry miss my Form 6 frenz so so so much~
Haizz~~vry miss my frenz n feel a bit sad coz i will b moving soon~

Next Friday(5/8/11),i will b moving to KL to study n live alone)~far apart from my family n frenz at Perak to learn more independent n learn 2 take care myself at KL~Although my mum does not look like worry bout me that soon will b moving out,but i knw that she is the one who worry me the most coz of my health n staying alone~so,i told myself that i will take care myself vry well as i doesn't wan to disappoint my mum~

Well,till here i update~i will update my blog again when i already move to KL n will share my experience when i live n study there~
Tata~

Last minute decision~~

Hello everyone~~
2day is 9th of May,a day 4 lower6 students start their skulling term,n its oso my last minute decision to study form6~~

Well,honestly,when i refresh back my memory those few months when i was very lost n confuse which path i should go so that my future will b better,i have learn something in my life~~it was V SHOULD LET GOD GUIDE US TO THE WAY THAT GOD ALREADY PLAN FOR US~~

I have done my new decision in my life is that study form6 while waiting my college offer letter~~
if i get offer,i will moved 2 KL n study,but if i din get it,i will just continue my form6 studies~~
Tatz wat i decide~~

No one will know what the future will b or happen~~
So,just let it b~~
Do what u think is right n go 4 it~~

New Life~~

Hey hey,my blog~~
Well well..ad in d month of April...now only i update my blog~~
What 2 do,too many things happen in my life since i came bck frm d Pangkor trip n get my SPM result~~
Everything now is starting to change~~

There is many things that happen in my life and it make my life so miserable~~haizz~~
1st of all,i need to decide n plan my future so that i do the right choice that i will never regret~~
After plan my study plan,need to plan my school fees,expenses,house rent n bla bla~~
HAIYO~~Y SO MANY THINGS NEED TO THINK O~~??(I ASK MYSELF)

Haizz~~whatever la,i don't want to think bout it anymore~~
Now i wanna share something that was so meaningful to me in my life~~
Now i was 18,this memory that in my mind right now was d 1st time in my whole life that i never thought it will happen on me~~
I WENT TO SHOW LUO(TAIWAN STAR)'S CONCERT~~
I was like ''AM I DREAMING OR WHAT??''
Even myself oso can't believe that all things that happen was true~~
On the 16/4/2011,i went to the concert with my piano teacher n her daughter,n a guy friend of mine~~
His name called Andsens,he was a music teacher too in my music center that i go,n v knw each other by my piano teacher,Miss Saw~~
V sure having alot of fun when v at d concert coz can c the star quite close to us n get crazy when the concert started to pump up the party~~
That day was a unforgettable moments in my life coz it was my 1st time go 2 c live concert n oso get so close 2 a guy~~
I never go out b4 with a guy or even sit close or speak to a guy so directly~~
This was my 1st time in my life~~
But i really really swear that v r just frenz~~
THANK YOU ANDSENS,4 GIVING ME AN UNFORGETTABLE MEMORY IN MY LIFE~~THANK U SO MUCH~~

After d concert,i being myself again,a vry busy life again as a kindergarten helper~~
I workin as a kindergarten helper frm d beginning of the year~~
Now i'm so worried that my college stuff coz i apply scholarship n now was being called for interview soon,house stuff(haven't found a place to live when i study at KL),driving license(will b goin to take),family problems n so on~~~HAIZZ~~MY HEAD JUST LIKE WANNA EXPLODE~~~

HOW I HOPE GOD CAN HELP ME,GIVE ME SOME GUIDE N WISDOM SO THAT I CAN MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION IN MY LIFE~~

Well,onli here i just wanna share~~
will update again when i'm free n or mayb when i have some breaking news that need to share~~
c u in next update~~
bye bye~~

My goodness~~

Hiazzzz~~~
Helo my blog~~quite along time i din update my blog~~
2day i will like 2 share bout my pangkor trip with my fren n my photoshoot experience~~

On the 18/3/2011,I'm goin to pangkor trip with my skulmates 3days n 2nites~~
I reli enjoy my holiday altough it just reli short period~~
on the next day,19/3/2011,i return 2 Marina Island 2 have my photoshoot event with a photographer name Dexter Teoh~~
For my surprise,he oso bring other photographer along to photoshoot which means 2 photographers help me in the photoshoot~~
That moment,i really really nervous n don't know what to do coz they seems quite angry bcoz i can't do the expression as they want~~
Till now i feel very guilty n feel vry dissapointed to myself bcoz i really too nervous till those pics that the photographer take one not that vry nice (for me la,i feel those pics reli not tat nice like d pics taken by my fren)~~
Tis doesn't mean the photographer is vry poor in d photography,is my fault~~I KNOW THAT~~
I hope that i can do better when i got d chance to take pics with them again~~

Well,it seems like this r the story that i wanna share~~
till here,blog next time~~~
TATA~~!

new life in d year of 2011~~

Hey,is ad 3 months pass n i haven update my blog~~
Now,is time 4 me update sum of my life story n share it 2 d world~~

Let me start frm d 1st month of d year,January~~
As d day started on 1/1/2011,i ad start workin part time job as i wait my SPM results~~
On d day,i work in restaurant as a waitress~~
I hav 2 jobs 2 work,tat is as a kindergarten teacher/helper in d morning n as a waitress in a restaurant at nite~~
workin 2 jobs everyday was reli tired,but nid money 2 survive~~
so,my life just go on in d buzy life~~
I work frm day til nite n i actually ad 4get my birthday date was on d 17/1~~
as i receive a birthday msg frm my fren,then i oni remember~~
but for my surprise,at my workin place,d other waitress,waiter n staffs giv me unforgettable birthday memory in my life~~
d head chef buy a cheese cake n they giv me totally blast bufday~~
i will never 4get bout tis~~~

On febuary,Chinese New Year~~
i celebrate my new year 2 days oni n nid 2 work on d following day~~
it was quite tiring new year 4 me~~

on march~~
i ad quit my waitress job coz nid 2 focus my future study~~
but actually,i still figure wat i wan take in my study~~
haiz...is hard 2 make chice~~
now,b4 takin my results on 23/3,i will hav my holiday with my frenz 1st~~
they havin trip at pangkor 3 days 2 nites~~
but i can oni go aday oni coz d following day i have photoshooting event~~
d photographer is frm penang n help me take cosplay-like pics~~
i was vry excieted coz tis would b my 1st cosplay album shoots altough is not 100% cosplay shoots~~~

These r d story i would like to share 4 my 2011 blog~~~
i will update my blog when i finish my holiday n event~~~~
TATA~~
C u all next time~~~

holidays??

Hey~~
Long time din update my blog ad~~
2day feel wanna update coz have alot of story wanna share~~
Well,i ad finished my SPM Exam n my holiday just goin 2 get started~~
Now i'm at KL,having my short holiday b4 i do my part time job next year~~

But,ti is not i wanna share about~~
i wanna share bout my frenz~~
My dearest frens tat r vry important in my life~

First of all,Ling Hui Tzy~~
v noe each other when v r small coz v r neighbours n sisters~~
v play n laugh 2gether~~
u same skul with me when v r in form 1 n u transfer 2 other skul when v r 16~~
tis is u,who i remember~~

Next,Ting Shi Lin~~
V noe each other when v r 7 yrs old at our primary skul~~
u just sit beside me n teach me Maths as i vry weak in it~~
in my memory,altough u r frm a rich family,u r not d kind of d most rich ppl does~~
u r vry kind afterall~~
i know u like 5566 n most of all Sam Wang,ur idol~~
but i din noe whether u got change ur idol anot la~~
tis is u,who i remember~~

Alice Sam n Tan Siew Leng~~~
v noe each other when v r 8 yrs old~~
three of us always close 2 each other no matter what happen~~
v also get through everything tat v face~~
tis is u,who i remember~~

Jenny Fong,Adeline Lim n Soo Even~~
v noe each other d most when v r 12 yrs old~~
whn v r in d same class~~
v hav sweet n bitter memories 2gether till now~~
tis is u,who i remember~~

Doris Tai~~~
a KL girl tat transfer 2 here to study~~
v noe each other when v r 13 yrs old~~
tat time,v sit beside each other~~
v often chit chat about many things such as our family,our life n ect~~~
tis is u,who i remember~~

Aaron Tang~~~
a fren tat i noe when v r 13~~~
u like 2 talk bout photography as it was ur ambition 2 b a photographer like ur idol,CM Leung~~
u help me take alot of beautiful pics n vry thankz 2 u~~~
u will b who u wanna b~~
tia is u,who i remember~~

Ling Li Siew~~
v noe each other when v r in same class at d age of 13~~
an active n childish girl tat i ever meet altough ad reach at d age 17~!~!
vry sunny girl n always laugh n oso do sumthing 2 make ppl feel happy~~
no matter wat sad things tat v faced,just looked at her,everything will b just fine~~~
tis is u,who i remember~~~

Minayuko~~~
a 'goldfish-eyed' girl tat i noe tat transfer 2 my skul when v r 16~~
a cute n talkative girl tat i noe~~
quite 'happi go lucky' girl too~~
tis is u,who i remember~~~

Lastly,Louis Ling~~~
a friendly panda tat i noe~~
a KL girl tat oso transfer 2 here n study when v r 13~~~
1st question tat u ask me when v meet is about Hillary Duff's song's lyrics when u sit behind me~~
v go through many things 2gether n v r d most close frens~~
v laugh,share n cry 2gether no matter wat v faced~~
till now,v r still frenz~~
tis is u,who i remember~~~

Well,tis is all tat i wanna say~~
tis is all bout my frenz tat i remember no matter where i am~~
i believe tat,no matter how far v r,v r still frenz~~
FRIENDS 4EVER~!~!
^_^

Happy.....

Well,today is 7th of Feb...next wk will b d wk of Chinese New Year...it will b a wonderful new year...i think...

Well,2day i'm goin 2 tell about my 17 Birthday tis year...hmm....my birthday fall on 17th of Jan,but i was not so happy coz i felt tat i'm missing something in my heart n i dun noe y i dun wan 2 celebrate it....doesn't feel wan 2....so,my birthday just pass like tat....but,my mum told me tat she will make a birthday party 4 me when my chinese calender birthday came...so,yesterday i just celebrated my chinese calender birthday with my family n my frenz....it feels great....

New life....

Hey,now is d year of 2010...a new year n a new me...haha....

Well,today is 14 of Jan,a few more days will b my 17 birthday,i feel bad nowadays n i dun noe y...
I feel so sorry 2 all my frenz cos i tell them to cancel d plan of my birthday party tat they wanted to make 4 me...i oso dun noe y i dun wan to celebrate my own birthday tis year.I just feel like i dun wan to celebrate tis meaningless birthday...i oso can't find any reason y do i say tat...

I really wan to celebrate my birthday on d day when my birthday date is....i just wan a simple birthday where i can celebrate it with my family n my frenz,but i guess tis year i feel so meaningless to do tat coz mayb is b'coz of my grandpa had pass away,i feel empty,like insecure in my life coz every year i celebrate my birthday with my family members altough just only with a birthday cake,i will feel vry happy...but tis time is different....

I think mayb i wll b happy if someone can remember my birthday date n just wish me happy birthday...sure of coz got think b4 if there is a surprise during my birthday time,it will b more wonderful....but i just hoping only if there is really got a surprise 4 me.....

Vry happy....

Well,2day i'm happy is b'coz 2moro i'm goin to Genting Highland 2 celebrate d new year of 2010...after my mom had divorce,i had not gone to Genting Highland for such a long long time since i was 9 years old...just imagine tat....

Well,although tis trip is my dad(i mean my real dad) bring me go 4 countdown,but i'm really happy b'coz i can go 2 Genting again....yahoo!!!!!!

By d way,i just had my hair cut,hmm...still long just d hair style look vry funny 4 me...haha...oh,new year,new hair style n new me mah...i think my my next year's style theme is a otaku(nerd) gua,coz i will b studying d whole way long 4 my SPM...

Looks like have to go...i will update my blog again when i cum bck frm Genting Highland... bye bye...(^@^)

My story...

Wow...long time din update my blog adi...so miss..There is alot of stories tat i wanna share when i was in kl...

On d 27 of November,my cousin sis,Elaine was free coz tat day was a public holiday..so,my aunt bring me n my cousin sis to Berjaya Time Square.We went there by LRT...is fun 4 me coz is my first time to go out by LRT.When v reach there,v go on shopping first so tat all of our food being digest first.Well,after tat,three of us go in to d Time Square's Cosmo Theme Park..is like fun fair..so v started 2 play.It was so so so way too cool to play on it..i played all x-tream games like roller coaster,DNA mixer and so on...it was so fast n was so x-tream to play on...wow...

On d next day,tat is 28 of November,after my cousin sis tuition,me n my aunt went to her tuition area to walk around.Tat place named as Chinatown where v can c alots of stall along d street n u may can get d things tat u wanna buy more cheaper than d original price...cool huh??By d way,at d nite,it's so unlucky 4 me coz my handphone had droped into water n it was spoil..I WAS SO SO SO SAD ABOUT IT...ARGHHHH!!!!

Today,me n my aunt's family went to a indian kuil where is quite popular,tat is Batu Caves.There i had walked d stairs up to d top n i was vry tired coz d stairs is vry vry high up...i was so boomed when i saw d stairs was vry high..(=_='')..and then my aunt bring me to a phone shop to repair my phone n now..i got my phone repaired with d cost of RM100..huh,i was so so so happy..haha..

So,now i need to go now n continue a great holiday tomorow n so on...BB..

Happy feeling...

I'm so happy 2day...i finally at kl now.

I'm happy 4 many reasons.Not only b'coz tat i can free frm my housework,i can relax here n have my time with my elder cousin sis,Elaine,who she actually doesn't know tat i'm goin 2 kl...coz i am giving a surprised 4 her.Altough she is quite buzy with her study coz she is form lower 6 now,next yr r sitting 4 STPM...so,must b work hard 2 get a good results...(^@^)

Sharing n thinking..

2day i was vry happy tat there is a dream in me n my frens already make it come true..is about d photo shot thing...me n my 2 other frenz,Smiley n Miikiko...v take alots of pics but some of d pics r quite scary coz d theme of d photos r vampire n punk,Actually it should b 3 models,me,miikiko n minayuko...minayuko can't go coz she have a red eye.Tis red eye is an infection tat some1's eye will bcome red in color n v cannot c thier eyes coz it may infect 2 us...so,she din cum with us..

Anyway,2day i am vry vry vry happy....